Bread, Fish, and Math
Tonight I couldn’t sleep. I kept thinking about all of the abilities that I wish I had. I wish that I could sing. I wish I was athletic. I wish I could do magic. I wish that I was a good communicator. I kept thinking that if I died today, do I have anything great that would leave a legacy? As I was wallowing in my self-pity, I started praying that the Lord would reveal himself to me, and show me how I can be used for His Kingdom.
As has happened several times, I was led to the story of Jesus feeding 5000 men. Here it is, as told in the book of John, Chapter 6:
5When Jesus looked up and saw a great crowd coming toward him, he said to Philip, “Where shall we buy bread for these people to eat?” 6He asked this only to test him, for he already had in mind what he was going to do.
7Philip answered him, “Eight months’ wages[a] would not buy enough bread for each one to have a bite!”
8Another of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, spoke up, 9“Here is a boy with five small barley loaves and two small fish, but how far will they go among so many?”
10Jesus said, “Have the people sit down.” There was plenty of grass in that place, and the men sat down, about five thousand of them. 11Jesus then took the loaves, gave thanks, and distributed to those who were seated as much as they wanted. He did the same with the fish.
12When they had all had enough to eat, he said to his disciples, “Gather the pieces that are left over. Let nothing be wasted.” 13So they gathered them and filled twelve baskets with the pieces of the five barley loaves left over by those who had eaten.
When this story is taught, it is usually to show the miraculous power of Jesus. It is also taught to show us to have faith; that God will take care of it, whatever “it” may be. But, whenever I go to this passage, I always think about it in the aspect of a character that most of us don’t think about: the boy. We don’t know his name, or where he came from. All we know is that he was there with his 5 loaves of bread and two fish. Think about what he must have been thinking when the disciples asked him for his lunch. I can imagine, his thought went something like this: “It is only enough food for one person, how is it even going to make a difference when there are this many people to feed?”
He doesn’t have much….but what he has, he gives to Jesus. Think about what impact this must have had on his life. He had very little, but he gave it to Jesus, and Jesus multiplied it in ways that he never could have imagined. Jesus took what he thought was only enough for himself, and used it to feed 5000.
The Bible is full of stories. In these stories God repeatedly takes ordinary people who have very little to offer and uses them in remarkable ways. However, He can’t do that until they are willing to give them what they have.
Our world is full of Christians who think they have nothing to offer. They leave ministry up to the “professionals.” They are all missing out, not only on the fruit that God could use them to produce, but the blessing that God wants to give them by being His servant. God wants us to serve him wholeheartedly, and give back to Him whatever He has given us, so that He can multiply it in ways that we can’t imagine.
I know that this sounds like a very simple lesson that many probably heard in the second grade Sunday School….but it is a concept that most people, as simple as it may be, have never grasped. It is something that I have to remind myself of everyday: to take what little I have, gratefully give it to Jesus, and let Him multiply it.















